The thoughts in my mind

You know sometimes I feel like a loser. I mean, I’m currently at a diploma level taking Finance & Banking and all I get for my results are just “passed”. You might be thinking, “Hey a pass is good.” But truthfully, nah. My parents have huge expectations on me since I came from accounting background. That’s how stressful my life is with people having huge expectations on you. [And i willingly said to them that they can delay buying my iPhone 6 (because I felt my results wasn't good enough) when I'm actually that desperately need one because my current phone, which is iPhone 4 screen starts to get blur and it often hangs when I really need to use it. Damn you phone.]

Now I really have to do well for my other 4 modules, (currently taking the 3^rd batch of the 2 modules that I’m currently taking so that means I’m left with the 4^th batch of modules, the last two modules.) Sigh. And I’m currently thinking if I should continue studying to degree level. (Tell me if I should continue please!)

Other than that, woah, I'm struggling doing my latest assignment, which is Financial Reporting and Analysis (FRA). It's like the first time I'm writing a 3,000 words essay and I'm currently thinking, how in the world am I going to write another 1,500 words since I have wrote 1,500 words so far. I mean, this is the first time I'm writing such a long assignment and my due date for this assignment is........TOMORROW. I'm currently a dead meat since I'm half way done but thank god my lecturer is kind enough to let me extend the due date to next week. Oh yes. Thank you lecturer, may God bless you & your understanding.(HAHA)

Okay, I shall get back to work now and continue the rest tomorrow morning after subuh.

Till then!